Parenting and processing after infertility and babyloss. Thanks for all your support and comments. Some really summarized the situation and problems very well. The level of frustration I have built up and buried underneath need-to-function is higher than I thought. I had two major deadlines in December, an.

Saturday, February 20, 2016. Thursday, December 18, 2014. I remember so clearly this night 5 years ago. Austin held him for the first time. days? Sunday, October 26, 2014. Tuesday, August 12, 2014.

Learning how to be the mom of an angel. There are some aspects of parenting that are difficult and unique to teenage daughters. I feel so sad that he may never parent a teenage girl. Infant loss is so much more than that. We may have lost our opportunity to shape a young woman, and that is a loss too.

Sunday, July 19, 2015. I love you sweet baby. Happy 3rd birthday Gabriel 3. Wednesday, December 10, 2014. I now have a three month old little boy and he is healthy and breathing and squirmy and adorable. And I feel like the luckiest person in the world. This life we all get to live is truly amazing. And far too short to ever stop dreaming. Saturday, July 19, 2014.

A tale of two people learning the hard way, what it takes to expand our family. He was a chunky 8 pounds and 8 ounces and 21 inches long. Spending a few moments of worship and praise with open hands during contractions, my husband is amazing! .