Because i need to embrace my crazy. because you wouldnt love me if i wasnt out of my freaking mind. because crazy and socially incorrect is who i am. because if i were any different, i would be so boring. because im just thinking out loud. Wednesday, August 19, 2015. K so imma try to keep my language under control. But i honestly am still so mad at you. I hope it was worth it because now. I cant trust you with crap. Know how i said i would not. Because if i cant even trust you. To be real with me about.

What Happened When Our Lips Locked. All the hardest, coldest people you meet were once as soft as water. Saturday, July 11, 2015. My street has milk cartons for houses,. Paper-thin walls decomposing with every spoonful of sugar. Last night i heard her bed frame beat against the wall like fists. But i think about him sometimes.

Sunday, August 16, 2015. Uncurled lips and speechless,. They slowly slip into limbo. You wander because you love them. And you search because you want them,. But after all those years of wandering and searching,. You realize they never really loved you back and those voices were just pretend,.

The Stars at the Bottom of My Bowl. Monday, August 10, 2015. A stained glass window heart. My heart must be a compass, because I always find myself coming home. The kitchen smells like fresh baked cookies. The cord phone is off white with constant use of calling up old memories. Each room has a l.

Thursday, November 5, 2015. My father was the teen. Who just wanted to be done. The child who saved up his quarters. For arcade games and soda. He couldnt manage to keep it or himself together. And he never let anything. And I will never forget. No matter how stupid we were. Or what choices we make. We would always be family.

For the anxiety and depression that consumes his mind. This is for thursday night. This is for that bottle of pills. And the angry texts with his mom. And this is for the now empty bottle of pills. Did you get that? Listen right now. turn on your favorite song and let it fill your soul. Put on your favorite jacket and go outside and walk around. Run until your lungs burn and your cheeks are bright red.