A Student Paramedic of the Uni Variety. Ambulance from a student paramedics perspective. Today I had another one of those path changing experiences. For the first time, I had a rather healthy looking patient go from GCS 15 to GCS 3 and nearly bottom out entirely. and also made him look quite rosy.

Posted by Jay by day. Silent tears, despair and fears. My Body is not me. my body is not mine. I have known this and experienced it since i was seven years old. I always felt like an awkward temporary visitor inside it. And never felt much connection to it -as myself- other than a strong. Sharp, accurate sense of its needs as a living organism. I liked it, i shaped it, i kept it healthy to the best of my ability. My Body is not mine.

In any state, irrespective of moral perspective or physical experience, is everything for them only. Driven by a ceaseless bodily bloodflow. That generates dynamic chemical changes. And impacted by unseen universal forces,. My participation in life is only minimally based on choices. But mostly on largely uncontrollable organic responses.