Ehem, drastically and dramatically. I was certainly not happy. But outwardly to the world? No one ever had a clue. People saw me as resilient and cheerful. My faith in God and his plan was deep.

The Adventures of Jax and Co. Friday, February 15, 2013. Where has the time gone? Oh my, the last post I made on here was back in August. 1 We put our house up for sale. 3 We bought a house near my parents and moved in. 4 Chris switched jobs and will be switching jobs again next week. 5 I put in my two weeks and will be working part time, from home for my dad starting next month. Thursday, August 9, 2012.

Thursday, September 27, 2012. This most recent long-winded absence is no different. Sunday, May 13, 2012. Then, she invited me to listen to some band Saturday night- Why not? Need someone to come along? .

With God, All Things are Possible! Not Giving Up Infertility will not Steal my Joy We will have a Baby! Cameron Malik was born April 3, 2010 Beating Infertility Through Faith. Wednesday, July 19, 2017. I do the best I can. So much has changed this year in our home. The twins are here requiring so much attention and care. I thought I was balancing my time to ensure that I showed each of you love and attention. But today my big boy bought tears to my eyes. My kids are my .

CLICK HERE FOR FREE BLOGGER TEMPLATES, LINK BUTTONS AND MORE! Waiting for Baby Pace. Tuesday, September 11, 2012.

and Still Adding to It! Tuesday, March 1, 2011. My computer broke is why I havent blogged. But, all is well. I delivered a healthy 7 lbs 11 oz. i just wanted to drop a line and will update with pictures soon! Sunday, December 26, 2010. 8 Weeks to GO! I have reached the point that I have been sooo scared of! Sunday, December 12, 2010.

Life in the Not So Fast Lane. Tales from the suburbs, the hood, and the stirrups. Monday, January 18, 2010. So it has been forever since I have written everything. I told you I am a terrible journal keeper. The reason I am back is really for my own purposes. As if a personal blog is anything but that. Aug 09- Back to RE for consult. Dec 1st - Saline Hysteroscopy.

Trying to find peace and happiness while living in a fertile world. Monday, June 13, 2016. I hated they were 3 hrs drive away one way, as I hate traffic and driving in general, but we knew it was a sacrifice we had to make. Even the doctor said they were beautiful. I had my first HCG blood draw 9 days later. I was anxious about it, but was pretty sure it had worked because I was feeling so sick. On day 8 post transfer I took a pregnancy test and for the first time ever saw two lines! I called my local OB.

This is a story of a young woman fighting to reach her dreams. A dream that she will hold onto forever. A dream to become a mommy. Tuesday, July 12, 2011. Its time to say goodbye. This blog has been an amazing thing for me. But I decided that since I can not write what I want or need to write on here without making it private, that I would move over to a new blog. Monday, July 11, 2011.

Thoughts about love, life, our infertility journey, and our two little miracles . Sunday, June 28, 2015. The twins are sleeping, so we will see how far I actually get in this story before one of them wakes up! I mean this is the day we had prayed for, this is the day that our life was going to change forever! So Ryle is brought in to sit by my head and hold my hand . finally! Then the most amazing thing happened . they brought Camille to me and I got to hold one of my little mirac.