16, 2010 to Oct. Our Rainbow Baby, Luke. Saturday, December 26, 2015. Bits of Healing and Lots of Faithfulness. But God was so faithful to restore what was lost to me. Just as he has begun restoring my broken heart from losing Joshua, he has also been restoring relationships in my life that were lost as well as strengthening relationships that.

Thursday, June 9, 2011. Confessions of an Angel Mommy. There is a video going around on facebook called Confessions of a Grieving Parent. Sometimes I will force myself to stay awake later than Adam so that I can cry myself to sleep without bothering him.

Tuesday, May 22, 2012. Instead of doing a separate Mothers Day post, I will just post a few pictures here. Last Mothers day, Dylan was still in the NICU hooked up to PGE waiting for his Norwood. THIS mothers day, we were out of the hospital, wire and monitor free! Me and my Momma 3. Friday, May 11, 2012. Taking things into my own hands. WOW First off, I want to apologize for neglecting this blog! That being said.

Wednesday, April 18, 2012. The 24th is quickly coming and my head hurts with the emotions i feel . How did a year pass so fast? Where did that time go? How can i wish she never left when that would mean he would never have been conceived. I wish that this got easier. i wish this didnt creep up on me. i wish that i could be holding both my babies. I wish my heart didnt hurt.