There should be a better way to start a day than waking up every morning. Friday, September 3, 2010. Coming home to reality? Some things never change and you fit right back into it like you were never gone. Me and TV are a great example. But some things have changed and I dont even know the full extent of it yet. They come slowly one by one till you are left wondering what has happened to your life. Creating doubts about what you want from life. How much can one year change you? .

Tuesday, 16 November 2010. If home is where the heart lies then I am HOMELESS! Tuesday, November 16, 2010. Friday, 10 July 2009. It is a long time ago now. That there was nothing before. Nothing to remember, recall. Nothing to expect, win or lose. I am going to all.

Memories washed over me, and lulled me into a content state of mind and I was lost it seemed in an imaginary pensieve. Giggles of a couple of girls standing in front of my seat brought me to the present day reality. I was embarrased when I realised that they were giggling at me cos I was half smiling looking in their direction while I was lost in thought. A flashback, that was a reminder of harder times but ones that we enjoyed to the core and miss today, very very much.