Friday, July 31, 2015. This has been a long time coming. But I kept procrastinating, hoping, praying, that there was an end to everything that has been happening with my sweet baby boy. But alas the only thing I found is that life with him is going to be interesting with him for a while and things can always be way worse. Where to start another hard place to decide and part of the procrastination. But I think just stating weight gain that Thomas had at first is an important thing. At birth 7 pounds 11 oz.

Thursday, June 4, 2015. It seems that there is this movement going on of learning to love oneself. From the Dove Real Beauty Sketches. Was shared by a long ago co-worker. Saturday, December 13, 2014.

PAUL EUNNIE LITTLE PAUL PAIGE ZOEY. Wednesday, April 3, 2013. Girls Weekend in Chi Town. I decided I need to leave my children more. It has always been difficult for me to leave them but when I come back I love being a mom so much more. Special shout out to my husband who took such good care of my little ones. It was a beautiful day and a beautiful hike along the coast.

Tuesday, June 24, 2014. Last year, about this time, I began to clean out the garage. Brian said he had seen a mouse running in there, so it was time. Tucker was brand new and sleeping in the house. The other kids were swimming, being watched by Samantha. Ok I backed the car out. Light grey fur, little white cotton ball tail, the whole thing.

Tuesday, August 11, 2009. Thursday, April 30, 2009. Sunday, April 19, 2009. I have my niece Terra over this weekend. I wish she was my own, well a girl her age at least. She has been such the Lil. She helps clean and watch the boys. Andrew goes to bed on time and not in our bed. But the weekend is coming to an end, sad to say. And another work week begins. I was ok a li.