Does that mean I will roll over and not try to excell? No But it does mean I am not going to bang my head against a wall and expend energy that would be better put to use elsewhere. I am doing limited art again. For enjoyment and continued healing. I am reading more, preferable hardbound books, but also on Kindle. I am not striving to be someone I am not. So, I live my days in gratitude.

A day in the life of a multi. DID and Trauma Book List. Summer Crew and a DID Dream. So I think insiders are starting to reveal themselves to me slowly in their time. I remember one girl who really struck me, she had the prettiest strawberry hair. The Summer Crew is back! May 17, 2011. Our job will be competed for the summer next Friday.

Stumbling and bumbling through the journey of life. Today I brought my therapist a trauma narrative showing ten years of ritualistic sexual violence. She read it in session and assured me that she saw no difference in me. I am glad of that.

I write for those women who do not speak, for those who do not have a voice because they were so terrified, because we are taught to respect fear more than ourselves. For some reason I just stopped blogging. I think I just got so caught up in life. So much has changed in my life. My alters are still as silly as ever. C is still living her.

Will it ever end? Posted in Uncategorized on November 7, 2011 by identity4. At least high days are over, or is it? Will it ever end, will I ever be able to live as a normal child of God; finding my rest and peace in Him. What more do I want? Is this tired soul of mine sinning with these exhausted thoughts of despair.

Wednesday, December 22, 2010. I missed her college graduation. I missed her finishing student teaching. I missed shopping with her for teacher and school supplies.

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Sunshine and Shadows Life with DID. My Journey with Dissociative Identity Disorder. Thursday, July 7, 2016. Today I read a PostSecret. Postcard that gave me chills. She often has a silent scream that is silenced by the others that dwell inside. I wonder if knowing the secret would heal me or condemn me. Tuesday, September 22, 2015. If you have DID, do you have a month that throws you for a loop? .