Sorry for the lack of updates. Cant believe that i have totally nothing to do now except wait for the next semester and repeat the process again. So the plans for the holidays.

Random thoughts in the middle of the night. So many thoughts I have to pen them down somewhere. Without thinking too much or going into too much detail, I do feel very happy. I often care too much about what people think and forget that what really matters is me. Lying here beside him makes me happy.

Joel content driven focused motive-oriented cynical analytical God-fearing jaded. The wall, the wall, it seals itself. Clamming up all Hope, Closing up all Fate. Glances exchanged, confessions made. Yet still, all is but a melancholy arcade. Will we see the end thus far? Pray tell, pray tell. For uncertainty and darkness cloud. Even Light which invades only blinds. Seek and ye shall find, seek and ye shall find? Things to be said, whispered fables in ears.