A journal of my walk through the darkness of having a child with cancer. Tomorrow is Christmas - well for us! Just got off the phone with Aaron as he wanted to call me to tell me he went poop. Yea! There, got that off of my chest! I am no fun but yet you all stick with me. I am at a loss, but so thankful. I am telling you, one thing I am learning is how to be a better friend when this is done. My friends are loving me in such needed and practical ways, and I see how bad at that I am.

cuz Osmel and Karen are OK. The steps of a man are established by the LORD, and He delights in his way. When he falls, he will not be hurled headlong, because the LORD is the one who holds his hand. Wednesday, August 17, 2011. OK is Osmel and Karen. Sunday, July 3, 2011. T- who likes to suffer? .

Saturday, March 23, 2013. Wednesday, October 10, 2012. How great is the love the Father has lavished on us, that we should be called children of God! And that is what we are! The reason the world does not know us is that it did not know him. But God demonstrates His own love toward us, in that while we were still sinners, Christ died for us. Some ask why, if God loves us, He created Hell.

This is the journey of our family with four busy boys. Our Ministry in Chico,Ca. Our adventures with family and friends. Friday, April 30, 2010. Right now I finally decided to sit and write on here for the first time in 6 months. I am sitting outside in the beautiful Chico weather. Are at a paintball retreat, Valor is working, Ethan is on a bike ride with a friend and Breandan. Is playing outside with the neighbor kids and I am getting a chance to relax! So much has changed and is changing.

A place to open my heart, soul, mind and strength to the Spirit of God. Sunday, January 27, 2013. Saturday, December 15, 2012. How I wish I was more dedicated to writing here on this blog. Seems like I always set out to do better and yet well. My Baby just turned 15. My beautiful little smiley boy is pretty much a man. It might be 5 days late on here but Happy Birthday Aaron. Wednesday, September 5, 2012.

For I know the plans I have for you, declares the LORD, plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. We are trusting in the Lord as we journey down this road called life, and believing that he will guide our path. Jeremys going to Indonesia! Saturday, April 28, 2012.

If you are pleased with me, teach me your ways so I may know you and continue to find favor with you. Friday, August 26, 2011. Israel Refuses to Follow Rehoboam. All of the people of Israel had gone there to make him king. He was the son of Nebat. Jeroboam was still in Egypt at that time. He had gone there for safety. He wanted to get away from King Solomon. But now he returned from Egypt. How should I answer these people? The young men who had grown up .

Wednesday, August 13, 2008. I was looking at all my reflections in the mirror. I may have to have surgery. They will re-X-Ray my arm in a week. Re-break the bone, push it where its suppose to be and put the pins in. Thursday, July 31, 2008.

Wait for the Lord; Be strong and let your heart take courage; Yes, wait for the Lord. Monday, March 16, 2009. In order to make this move to CO happen, I needed a federal job transfer. Probably easier said than done, but again, steps of faith - day at a time. I saw a job advertised the week we moved Don to CO. looks interesting, all stuff I did in my previous job, although that was 18 years ago. Two weeks later I get a call for an interview - Praising God for that! And wait.

For with God nothing shall be impossible. Monday, November 17, 2008. If you have never been to Luminarias it is like the ultimate buffet. Tons of different kinds of food. you leave in pain from eating sooo much! LolIt was a lot of fun with good friend and family. He got some really nice presents and it was just a great day! Saturday, November 15, 2008.