I always ask myself this question. I really do not know what exactly went wrong. Be it the way I reply is be soft or demanding, it will always be wrong. Having being said that I am not thinking enough and not using my brain enough truely hurts. Be it you meant it, or not. Now, I totally have no idea how can this make you so freaking pissed. Okay, Take it as You are pissed.

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I am Joshua, and My Master is The Godfather. This blog would contain daily references an conferences pertaining to my duties as loyal subject to The Godfather. Take this information to your grave, as so will I. Thursday, January 3, 2008. I especially love it when she wears spaghetti-striped tanks, cause the stripes disappear into her flesh and makes me shiver all over with barely uncontrolled lust! Imagine her generous thighs covered by only a leather mini skirt! This is a very har.

Upgrade to paid account! Open up your mind. 30am every morning to get to work is not very fun at all. Life is just zooming pass right now, day by day. i reach out and my hands close in only on air, while i stare at it forlornly, already too far away. Now, its back to .

Friday, June 6, 2008. Did you rise the sun for me? Or paint a million stars that I might. Ever I will seek you. Cause all your are, is all I want, always. Draw me close, in your arms. Oh God, I wanna be with you. Can I feel you in the rain? Abandon all I am to have you. Let the earth resound with praise. Can you hear as all creation lives. To glorify your name? Wednesday, June 4, 2008.

You are my childhood superman! Oh my dear chung cheng. But not the cca block. Perhaps the realisation that i want to achieve more in life,. All fell upon me overnight.