Sunday, August 17, 2008. The SAF has always been a double edged sword for me. My job is getting unbearable. Work is piled on me, while everyone else walks around without a care in the world. I trust You, but not him. Thats why you do more work. I just feel this particular sense of un-belonging.

Friday, November 02, 2007. He slumped back in his chair with a sigh, left hand raising his drink to his lips, while the other fiddled with his mobile phone. Relishing the quiet of his office, Dillian was more than a little annoyed when Shane barged in without so much as knocking. Yea I got your message, what happened? He sat down across from Dillian and lit a cigarette, sliding the phone across the desk as he did so. So this was yesterday? Dillian grunted in reply.

And my wishes came true. I asked for a person. To love and to hold. To be loyal and faithful. God placed you on the earth. As a quest to find. The one who would be there. Could at all be supplied. You have such a sweet face,. But you are so much more. With this small, simple statement.

So i told you with a smile. Then you whispered in my ear. And you told me too. Said you make my life worthwhile. And i would answer all your wishes. If you ask me to. But if you deny me one of your kisses. And say three words like you used to do. Dancing on the kitchen tiles. Its all about you- . Wednesday, December 14, 2005. WIshiNg fEr YoU- ;.