Jen and Graham thought they were done moving around. Saturday, November 14, 2009. Today, I am 17 weeks and 5 days. Still not feeling well these days. Better than a month ago though.

Mumtaz Ulya dan Ilman Yang selalu menghiasi hari2ku. Dengan tawa canda tangis dan teriakan mereka. Sunday, October 16, 2011. Akhirnya jadilah malam itu Utaz bermalam dirumah sadra. Utaz dan Sadra memang berkawan akrab. Bagaikan Utaz mobil dan Sadra bensinnya. mereka memiliki minat dan energi yg sama. Sama2 suka game, loncat2, teriak2, heboh deh pokoknya. Mama menyambut Utaz sambil terheran2. Tidak ada sepatah kata pun yg keluar dari mulut Utaz.

Blinded by the idea and the want of what everyone else seems to have accomplished. I do make the friends. I do make the connections. But then the knock comes, and its goodbyes all over again. Each time a small chip of the heart. My fingers are slowly slipping out from the grip of your hand. I just killed my own spider. My father was on his way, but it would be too late.