The cobwebs on the ceiling multiply and I am unmoved. The spiders keep their distance as they watch me. Waiting to see if this is the day they will die. Like those spiders, I am also waiting for death-. Welcoming death is a calming nightmare, a cyclical look at my own desperation. And so, here I sit, day after day-.

The Way, The Truth, The Light. The happiest life is that which educates the best of us. I like to be with me. I like to sit and tell myself. Solitude is often associated with getting away from people and, idyllicly, into nature. But it is possible to live in a cave and never know solitude if we are still under constant demand to be amused, entertained, taken away from ourselves in a frantic search for diversion. Nothing strengthens judgment and quickens the.

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