Sometimes the worst nightmares are the ones where you are awake. So unlike a nightmare, where you can run screaming in the opposite direction, in real life you need to take a good look around and figure out who your monsters are first. And then you can start running. And then he looks back and starts screaming because suddenly, I am his monster.

I forgot to remember to forget. A contemptuous narcissist, who believes that happiness,. Comes to those who truly want it. You choose how you live this life and you only live it once. You either make it or break it. My days, not yours. Fav Websites and other links. Sunday, August 15, 2010. What happened to the strong individual i thought i was? The trick is to keep breathing. Thursday, July 1, 2010.

Tuesday, September 15, 2009. Wow its been 5 months! So much shit has happened. Monday, May 25, 2009. Need I say more? So he went back to his stinkin ex. Yeah the very same ho that destroyed his life.

Monday, March 9, 2009. The lift door opened and i was hit by the smell that nearly reduced me to tears. of happiness! Sigh 8 months later. 8 months later and i realise that today. As i said bimbotic moment number 5 million and 1 for the year. The heart has its reasons which reason knows not of. Sunday, January 4, 2009. And the hyped up New Year, what with the whole world counting down in every possible way, has finally arrived! His room has it all now under one roo.