A Fifth Season is a place of pause to grieve the death of my first and only child. A season characterized by reflection on the big stuff and the little stuff that this mom encounters as I parent the memory of my child, and my child, in loving return, parents my heart. Monday, February 2, 2015. I am sorry children die.

Tuesday, June 19, 2012. A blog about 6 years and counting of infertility. To submit my news to the LFCA. Quotes that help to inspire me to keep going. If we are facing i.

As of March 1, 2012 we have stopped this service. My sister is moving from Hawaii and no longer available to write names for us. Thank you to all of you who have let us do this for you. I wish you gentle and peaceful days. ALOHA! In 2002 my son. At times it seems he was just a figment of my imagination. I am always looking to find ways to remember him and it is a comfort to see his name in print as another verification that he DID exist. Wednesday, April 14, 2010. Tuesday, February 2, 2010.

Tuesday, April 29, 2014. That my forward motion would be forever altered and that was ok, as long as I could take those steps with Alexandra in my heart, every single day. Monday, April 29, 2013.

Medical termination due to poor prenatal diagnosis support. Open enough to feel . Always the skeptic, I asked my therapist if I was a hopeless case. He surprised me by saying that I was making excellent progress. He said that I was not the same person I was a month ago. Am I still alive? Man, oh man. I survived the biggest bout of depression since the first few months after I lost Riley.

Monday, June 4, 2012. That something stopped my heart. I felt each tender squeeze you gave. This world was worthy, not, of me. God chose that I move on. I know the pain that drowns your soul,. What you are forced to face.

Sunday, May 4, 2014. 3 years since those words. T from Still Standing Magazine. To every person I have come in contact with after Journey died. Pain and loneliness are only multiplied when hurtful words are shared. I was honored and blessed to share how our Journey Peace changed me because he did live.

Monday, July 17, 2017. Just today, we had a woman in with her daughter and she was speaking for her. The daughter had the ability to speak. The daughter used that ability to speak. The mother continued to speak for her, but when the daughter was speaking she did pause her interruption. So why was mama speaking for her? There was another young wom.

Life, Love and the Loss of our daughter. There was an error in this gadget. SADIE QUINN BAKER A Video by ELHAS. From Every Life Has A Story. Becky and Zak lost their first born child, Sadie Quinn, on July 10th, 2010 due to pre-eclampsia and HELLP syndrome at 24 weeks pregnant. Hummingbirds remind me of my Sadie tiny, gorgeous, and perfect! I was nearly kissed on my cheek by one my first week home from the hospital as I sat on my proch, there began my love for humming birds! Thursday, July 10, 2014.