After the fire, the fire still burns. One widow tries to figure out life after death. Sunday, March 15, 2015. I make these offers and concessions. As if I were in a position to negotiate. As if somehow landing on the right combination. As if something could change now.

Breathe my tender hearts! Saturday, August 17, 2013. I often wonder why after so many life altering events over the last 10 years that I am still sane. Holding my basket, I remembered that I did not have any coarse salt for my Lime-A-Rita glass.

This blog is dedicated to living my happily ever after and enjoying every precious moment of it. Saturday, February 21, 2009. Egan Daniel has arrived! And we are all doing great! Egan Daniel was born on 2-20, Weighed 7lbs 13oz. and was 20 inches long! Ok, he wants to eat. gotta run! Thursday, February 19, 2009. I am feeling insignificant lately. I have a wonderful husband who loves me dearly. He makes me feel wonderful and so very loved. Wednesday, February 11, 2009. I am growing more and .

Three years before that fateful day, with her sons almost grown, Karen Renda returned to the workforce and had been with American Express Travel for one year prior. Arranging itineraries for business executives, she worked on the 94. I will always love her forever and keep her locked in my heart. Love never comes to an end.

I Promise Not to Laugh During the Seance. Monday, January 25, 2016. Amazing how you set something aside, intending to get back to it, and you do! 40-ish months or so later. When I scan back over the length of this blog, and scan I do. It is sometimes like the earth opened up and swallowed 5 years of memories, or I was simply more numb than I realized. Thursday, May 31, 2012.

Tuesday, February 18, 2014. My mother continues her decline. She is still in the little home we purchased for her after the big house was sold. She is nearly totally blind now and does have help in the house five days a week. She has begun to fall quite regularly and you know there is nothing like denial. She is quite certain that the reason she is falling is because of the cat. I am working on my final clients before sabbatical. It is an exciting time of life.

Sunday, January 25, 2015. And the sad thing is, it could get worse. Ravelry sometimes scoops the national networks when something big happens because, with over 2 million members, Ravelry is everywhere and Ravelrs are smart. Becauase if I deserve to starve to death, the people who want that deserve to have to watch it, up close and personal.