This is going to be a long post, so bear with me! Rewind to September 2016. I was so in shock to see a positive pregnancy test. It had been over 6 years since I saw that in front of me and it was so hard to believe. I just had an overwhelming feeling that now our family would be complete. Nope! I was still so surprised the entire time. When the big day c.

Thursday, June 2, 2011. They were taking applications, and I filled one out. This had to be a year or eight months ago! I had forgotten about it, and then yesterday I received an email asking me to continue with the process! Very exciting.

Friday, August 14, 2015. We said no Sharing my heart. This is a difficult post to write. So many emotions, so many starts and stops with this child. We said no, and the reasons are heartbreaking but we also got to know our strengths and weaknesses as a family. You see, there is this girl, Lets call her Ruthi Joy. And back in 2011 I saw her on a long list of over 1100 children waiting for their forever families. So, 2011 turned into 2012 and I was still advocating for Ruthi Joy. 2013 rolled around and we .

Sunday, February 26, 2012. To Zach on his 4th birthday. Here is a picture of my baby taken today on his new bike, with his new helmet. Its a little blurry, but most of his pictures are. That is how he rolls. always in motion, on to the next adventure. You just love bringing joy, and you have a knack for it my dear. Happy 4th birthday to my blonde haired baby boy! I love you always and forever Z! .

Nu har vi varit och handlat mat, skönt att ha en överfull kylskåp igen. Yasmine träffade sin fd dagmamma som hon hälsade glatt på men om hon visste vem det var är en annan femma. För er som vill forsätta att läsa. Egentligen borde jag ju inte vara det. Där har jag inte heller så mycket troende. Ikväll kommer det bara att vara hon och jag.