She was in a very sad atmosphere for months and months. No one ever realized how hard she tried to keep that smile pasted on her face to hide the scars that run so deep in her heart. She cried to bed every night, thinking about the miseries surrounding her. That is her principle she held, not wanting to burden others or rely on them for support. What can be so hurtful and at the same time haunting her thoughts all night? From the eyes of others, .

Place where I share bits about my life, and occasionally, my troubles and worries. Friday, 11 January 2013. Ahem Suddenly felt melancholic after looking at some photos on Facebook which brought be back here. or has it been like that for a very long time? Posted by Jun Xue. Sunday, 30 October 2011. Went back to Sheffield with Yvonne over the weekend.

Monday, January 25, 2010. Office 2010 Movie Sneek preview. Hey this is my 1st blog in 2010. Since i got new job and better job prospective and have better time or free time i can manage to update my blog. So for today I will talking about the latest software. I lazy to write so i found this video which can explain for me. OH ya there is also including Movie for this New software.

Saturday, November 21, 2009. The day before for D-Day. I told Wei Ni and Po that I would do it. When i had that idea I was excited. With a little bit of fear though. Now, tomorrow is the day that I would actually do it. And I end up being confused and depressed. Even if people accept me, would I accept myself? Deep inside I always have this insecurity about it. Not that I hated it. But I find it very hard to be.