Trying to juggle career, motherhood and faith while on a long and difficult journey to having a second child. Sunday, 24 July 2011. New chapter, new blog. When I started this blog it was to help me through a difficult time in my life. It has been a prop, a sounding board and a great source of support. Thank you so much to my followers and commenters, every word you have written has meant a great deal to me. So for the next instalments, please click over to the new blog here. Wednesday, 20 July 2011.

Monday, May 13, 2013. I chalked it up to being elbow deep in NICU worries, and apprehension about the future. I expected this year to be different.

Our journey through infertility - we count it all as time well wasted. Sunday, September 11, 2011. I know I have not shown my face around here in quite a while but this is going to be quite a simple and short post. I am actually 14 weeks and 3 days along. Our due date is March 7th. We have heard the heartbeat and had our first ultrasound. this is the most beautiful thing we have ever experienced. Wednesday, April 27, 2011.

Everything about it is horrible. I happen to live in a section of israel not too far away from Gaza. How can you live in peace? .

Achieved with tears, faith, hope, pure love, and a lot of medication. Monday, March 22, 2010. This whole experience has been bittersweet, even to the very end. I am blessed and lucky that I finally found my RPL solution. It has brought me two precious, beautiful little boys. But there are still days when I cry over the little ones I have lost. Without their sacrifice I would have never met LP and T. But I am happy that I feel comfortable enough to let go.