Sunday, January 3, 2010. I really started to wonder if I would hear the trumpets in heaven going off. things were going to pieces EVERYWHERE. I mean- surely I had suffered enough for everyone? Two beautiful baby girls went.

March of Dimes fundraiser! March 13, 2013.

Tuesday, November 22, 2011. I have to move my blog to wordpress, please follow me there. I just want to get all of my content under password protection. Tuesday, November 8, 2011. Pictures, just for fun.

Tuesday, June 8, 2010. This was so cute! I was laughing and crying so much that my cheeks hurt. What a great day! First I took Jaidyn to rehearsal and Amy and I went for breakfast at the Farmers Market- it was yummy. I think we drank a whole pot of coffee! So after we picked the girls up from rehearsal we took them to McDonalds where they barely ate anything! They were so excited, it was adorable.

Monday, February 15, 2010. Laundry Room is organized! In total I filled two large black garbage bags of stuff to be pitched and a box full of things to donate. Again, it felt so good to take those bags out to the trash! Second, I discovered that I also needed to organized under the kitchen sink ASAP. So, that is my next project. Here is a before picture. I cleared everything out of the cupboard and threw A LOT away. I found things in there that are too gross to post! I emptied the cupboard and ripped.

Only in the morning, before dawn, when everything is still, do I think I find what I seek. What about the boss? And Through The Storm. Baby Angel Grace Stillbirth Stillborn Still births Still borns. Certainly Not Cool Enough To Blog. The Truth about MY C-Section. Saturday, February 27, 2010. I wandered in my wondering mind. I searched for what was not to be found. What was I to do? .

After the loss of my triplets Mackenzie, Patrick, and Abigail. Friday, October 30, 2009. Happy Birthday Pat and Abby. Its so hard for me to believe its been a year. Your big sister blew out your candles for you. I hope you heard us singing. I love you and miss you so. Thursday, October 29, 2009. 3 They have avoided Shawn and I like the plag.

Our hope is that you will find practical and helpful information here to guide you through the days surrounding the death of your precious baby. The following ideas have been sent from parents all around the world, who have walked this road beforehand. Suggestions for the time that you have your baby with you. Tell your baby that you love them. Unwrap your baby to see his, or her whole body. Give your baby a bath.

Thursday, September 12, 2013. Thursday, May 16, 2013. I am understanding heaven more, understanding grace more, understanding the deep, deep love of Christ. None of this would have come about had I not lost my little Julian.

The story of our sweet angel Nathan who went home on October 15, 2009. Monday, October 15, 2012. Story away from a mother who is frantically searching the internet tonight trying to find someone like her, someone who has been in her shoes, someone who knows her pain. Happy third heavenly birthday my precious Nathan . You have changed my life forever, and I love you. Friday, February 17, 2012. What could I say? And how would my life be different.