I just love writing for this blog - with this inspired team of female writers. A child of God found not spending time in His Word can be likened to a person.

Bryan Jordan Avery Scarlett Tess Saylor Jones. Thursday, January 16, 2014. The sweet birth mother that was carrying the baby we were going to adopt miscarried the baby last night. I was trying not to get my hopes up, but this morning when I found out, I bawled my eyes out. I guess I saw a glimmer of hope of holding a baby, my own baby in my arms again. Wednesday, January 1, 2014. Sunday, November 24, 2013. Sunday, November 3, 2013.

Except for my marriage, everything else is not going as it should right now. An Embarrassment of Good Fortune. Are you kidding me? Awful, Beautiful Life.

Angel names written on blades of grass in honor of our angel Micah Quinn. Saturday, March 24, 2012. In fact, it grew too well. It took over the rest of our yard and.

Jack Damian Wilbee Oct 4th 2010-Mar 3rd 2011. The Canadian Down Syndrome Society. The Kidney Foundation of Canada. Sunday, 14 April 2013. Sunday, 3 March 2013. Today is the day my heart, my life ripped in two halves . Today is the day I started to keep the insanity at bay that creeps in everyday. The day you suffered much more than my grief, slowly painfully. The day you died and I did not.

Thursday, October 4, 2012. These are just a few of my feelings these days. You just adapt to life without your child.

Pregnancy and Infant Loss Blog Directory. Providing a current listing of blogs written by moms and dads who have suffered a loss of a child through miscarriage, stillbirth or other infant loss. Sunday, March 24, 2013. I am so sorry to each family that is represented here for your loss. A Lotta Love To Give. Thursday, November 1, 2012.

This blog was started as a way to work through the grief of losing my baby March 9, 2011. Thursday, February 6, 2014. Tuesday, February 4, 2014. This is my 4th pregnancy. Will it end in a baby or another miscarriage? Terrifying yet exciting all at the same time. Stay tuned! Thursday, March 7, 2013.

Monday, April 29, 2013.

This is a blog like any other blog. It is primarily being used as a venue for my grief after the loss of my infant daughter in January 2010, and the life I now struggle to balance. Wednesday, January 7, 2015. For almost five years, I have not had a dream about my first daughter. It is tormenting enough to never see her again, but even my subconscious seemed to reveal in my pain by blocking any inclination of my sweet Eleanor. That is until the day after Christmas.