Tuesday, December 26, 2006. hehe, havent been out of the house that much since term break started. I have been killing myself on the fact that i screwed up again much like last year. only i could do such things. Although i dont look like it, im actually afraid of dropping out of college. just because of the thousand and one stupidities i made. its really killing me deep inside. Demmet, how many things did .

Wednesday, January 17, 2007. It seemed that a million years have passed since iv last updated this blog. And where do i start? Oooh i got so many things to share and i dunno where to start. I wanted to type every single detail of the past weeks in here but my fingers hesitate in doing so. I wished to put my feelings into writing but my heart resists in revealing its truest sense. Term 3 started and i made a crap out of it. I dunno what to do.

Im not someone whom you expect me to be. but im trying my best to show the real me. look beyond what the eyes can see. Saturday, November 11, 2006. d chatbox here and in my new blog are the same. Monday, October 30, 2006. Iv been slaved by darkness.