Medical termination due to poor prenatal diagnosis support. Open enough to feel . Always the skeptic, I asked my therapist if I was a hopeless case. He surprised me by saying that I was making excellent progress. He said that I was not the same person I was a month ago. Am I still alive? Man, oh man. I survived the biggest bout of depression since the first few months after I lost Riley.

Now we have Identical girls, Savannah, aka Sugar and Callista, aka Itty Bitty! Monday, February 12, 2018. Thursday, February 8, 2018. Saturday, January 13, 2018. Monday, December 18, 2017.

June 26, 2012 in Uncategorized. May 4, 2012 in Uncategorized. Woke up to a tiny laughing face. February 25, 2012 in sleep. On the counter and the stove as I slip in the leftovers, it is the clanging crazy of a dumptruck or ancient elevator. He sleeps on, though, somehow. Just like right now, with Phish on at a good volume, he swings in the swing. Oh shit, abrupt stop to music! February 23, 2012 in baby.

September 24, 2012 in anniversary. This is a post that has been swirling around my head for weeks now. Time is a major factor now, choices have to be made when I have a few minutes of free time. But today, writing this post is most important. Tomorrow we will go plant some bulbs at the tree, because we need to honor our little Silas wit.

Hello, my name is M. A story, like so many other stories, of a 30-something on the rocky road to a family. Sunday, June 6, 2010.

Monday, August 9, 2010. Jacob is arrested and charged with the murder of his social-skills tutor. Surely, this brilliant young man who. Wednesday, August 4, 2010. Friday, July 30, 2010. Things that make you go hmmm.

This will be my last post here.

While I never would have used the particular word, bitterness was a part of the initial ball of emotions surrounding the loss of Avery and Sophie.

Its five months today since Kajsa came into our lives. I had thought of buying some flowers for her grave but in the end there was nothing in the shop that I liked, that was good enough for my girl. So Lachlan and I blew kisses as we passed the graveyard.

The continuation of her journey as a new mom can be found at her new blog, Everything After. New to the blog? Read the backstory here. Tuesday, August 31, 2010. Similar issues in one way or another. It is a story of babymaking. My plight made me to post partum.