Monday, May 6, 2013. Shabad pehechano hansa bhav se. Aani na mare toh dhar hansa bhaila ho ji. I also needed that care and love, someone who would serve me food. I was not ready to see this in myself. I have always tried to help others but taking the same has been difficult. That supper time revealed so much and lead to such deep understanding of myself.

Sunday, January 4, 2009. First post in 2009! Now in 3e1, missing 2e2 a little. Saw mr chua last friday and rabia today at bukit batok. while my mom was having a haircut, i saw some hillgrovians today. Wednesday, December 31, 2008.

It is different than raising a typical child. It requires more support, understanding, and sharing. Wednesday, December 27, 2017. I think if I can get him more, I could perhaps get more of him, increase his rare smiles and maybe even get the ever elusive hug. Consequences, and solid parenting.

For all the words in my head. This is how I feel today. There is this corner Bodega near my place, whose ATM I use when I need quick cash. Today I happened to use it. I turned 26, nekkid.

The death of an alter ego, and the resounding end of a fail and a chapter. I have not written on this blog in a while. that was a different chapter of my life which is now gone. Video games can only be so real.