A manuscript of a book I wrote while going through the darkest years of my spiritual life. It is brutal, honest, dark and yet points to God who is often found and best understood in the experience of abandonment and despair. Thursday, November 10, 2005. He says to us as he .

Thoughts on life in Germany, dealing with death and surviving preeclampsia. Monday, January 19, 2009. Wednesday, January 14, 2009. Where was I? Minimum 2 day stay. They did not like the 24-hour blood pressure test results. What is that you ask? They ran lots of lab work. I stayed there for 2 weeks. Of the 2 weeks, I wa.

Really Hot Weater, no AC and the end of PPD. June 20, 2013 by lifedeathpreeclampsia. As a young girl, my mother always, and I mean always, insisted on using the air conditioning. But this week, we jumped from a nice cool 68 degrees to over 90. And that makes me feel human again.

Play Pick Me Up! Giant cat finally finds his forever home after being abandoned 3 times. Rather them than us! 19 actors you never knew could sing. Would you dare step inside? Are you a true Walthamstownion? .

Friday, January 1, 2010. Okay I know I have like totally ignored this blog but yeah. I must really apologise to Mr. Wednesday, February 25, 2009.