Thursday, September 28, 2006. Thursday, September 21, 2006. The past few days have been marvelous.

I have a feeling- just a feeling, mind you- that if I could release the anger in my soul, to its utmost intensity, it could destroy all that lives and thrives. Maybe it is best that I cannot do that. Tuesday, January 30, 2007. Wasted time, bad decisions. This is Heaven if there truly is one. I stared at the 3 men guarding me. Two of them were much sturdier than I, and the last was probably about my size.

The journal of a kere magus. Tuesday, May 01, 2007. The Tale of a Book.

Saturday, May 27, 2006. Finding the Road to OZ. I remember after the storm had come feeling pretty much in despair. But out of the woodwork came true friends which were supportive and made sure that I was well. Some brought gifts, and some the gifts of companionship. Sometimes I feel so blessed by all the warmth that is out there. I feel pretty good that a speaker on behalf of Sir Ransom of the Knights stood up for me. Tuesday, May 23, 2006.

Tuesday, May 29, 2007. I found a trace of my parents! I feel as if I could die from the joy, but at the. Same time, I am afraid. I was travelling thru Quebec. A man who resided there. I saw an item sitting on his mantle while we. Spoke, it drew my eye immediately. I smiled sweetly at him, gave him a quick wink as I tilted my head and. Pretended innocent, asking him where he had found such a beautiful. The same things when he brought it home for my mother.

But no one up above was listening to one such as he. I placed my hand on his face, my diaphanous henchmen swirled about him and became solid again, their claws ripping into his soul, their howls drowning out his agonized screams. It makes him almost one of us. But to win the battle.