Coming home to our house in Rizal always gives me a pinch of pain. I felt the exact same feeling when I was here last year. Probably because it brings back memories of my father. And it reminds me that a couple of days after January 1st will be his death anniversary.

Mostly dark musings and commentary on life. Thursday, February 25, 2016. I am the king of apathy. I need to get a dose of motivation. I have been going .

Once upon a time, when O-Bar Ortigas was just an experiment - a doomed experiment I used to say. For some reasons, they agreed never to switch places.

I have been spending my Saturday afternoons in Marikina. Anyway, although I regretful.

The rants and raves of a drag queen from Manila. It turned out that I had cancer. Wit is a play written by Margaret Edson in 1999, and was adapted in 2001 for a TV-movie by HBO. It captures so excellently the experience of cancer, and imparts wonderful insight about suffering and death. The kindness of the people around me extended my life beyond that episode. Family, friends, coworkers,.

Random thoughts, insights, experiences of a Manila-based journalist. Why should people help you? Um, Yasay as next foreign secretary? Solai.

Love, sex, soul-searching and related mishaps in not-so-neat pieces. Wednesday, March 13, 2013. I am back where i started. A few months ago i was in the same hospital room sitting on a sofa which doubles as a makeshift bed. taking care of a sick partner. routinely questioned awkwardly of my relation with the patient by medical staff. Friends say its my karma.

Wednesday, September 22, 2010. You think you can be me? Of course I can, Watch me. Oh, everyones out to get me. Its easy to be you. Ill suck the fun out of everything. I do not suck the fun out of everything! Oh, this is ridiculous. Just like any other normal family, mines made up of loving parents and happy kids. now by loving, i meant overbearing, and by happy, i meant misunderstood, so it only fits that by normal, i meant dysfunctional.

Wednesday, October 29, 2014. I got this last Friday. I have HIV level 1 and 2 Strains. Really sure what that means but it just confirms my sluttyness I guess. I already knew the results before I got this so its no shocker for me. This will be my new birth certificate. I Choose to live! This certificate will serve not as the end but the beginning of something new. I will become a better version of me. That I can be anything I want to be! I plan to succeed in life! Hubby .