I write for those women who do not speak, for those who do not have a voice because they were so terrified, because we are taught to respect fear more than ourselves. For some reason I just stopped blogging. I think I just got so caught up in life. So much has changed in my life. My alters are still as silly as ever. C is still living her.

Blog for Survivors of All Kinds of Trauma and Abuse. She writes that she feels this forgiveness because this man is able to see his wrongs and change his life, but that she feels unable to forgive her own abusers, who never even admitted they abused her.

A Look at the New Trauma and Dissociation Psychology. How Are You Feeling Today? Want to REALLY Find Out? January 27, 2014.

Moving to my own apartment. i wont say where here but im excited. without my mom to tell me what to do. and where i can put my feet up. We started something new today. we are already on the tablets. we are going to taper down off the pills. then we will be on once a month shots. the shots to start are 50mg but may go up or down.