Monday, May 4, 2009. The Birth of Baby Chloe - 27Jan 09. I kept telling the anesthetician about it and he thought it was unusual. He was allowed to sit by me only and not with the Doctors. Later on I heard Dr Wong asked Anderson to talk to me and so he did, comforting me. Sunday, May 3, 2009. 26Jan evening till 27Jan 09 the BIG DAY.

Friday, January 23, 2015. Bertemu kembali ye hari ni cik-cik, abang-abang, kakak, dan kawasan-kawasan yang sama waktu dengannya. Semalam aku ada tulis pasal aku pi melawat Taman Ular dan Reptilia Negeri Perlis, siap dengan gambar semua. Maklum la dah ada telefon berkamera. Biarlah aku di zaman ku sendiri. Muzium ni tapi tak pernah menjejaki tempatnya kat mana. Jadi dah alang-alang aku jadi pemandu pelancong, aku pun ajak la kak dan abang ipar aku pi sana. Tetapi, tempat ni agak sun.

This is the first poem that I want to share with you all. My small grandmother is tall there,. Straight back, white, broderie anglaise shirt,. Pleated skirt, flat shoes, grey bun,. A kind, old smile round her eyes. Her big hand holds mine,. White hand in the black hand. Her sharp blue eyes look her own death in the eye. It was true, after all, that look. My tall grandmother became small.