In the years before I quit drinking I tried to create the perfect. Life I ate according to rules. And I drank and drank and drank even though I wanted to quit. So, please, read this. And forget the diets, quitting smoking, sugar and or pop cleanses. At least for the first 5 years. Do you know the poem. Makes sandwich, puts clothes in dryer. Oh hey, that was fast! .

A single mom on a journey to find sobriety for the third time. Tuesday, 21 July 2015. You could start drinking in moderation now. Nobody will know if you pick up a six pack. How to Live Without Alcohol.

The List of Worthy Things and An Unfortunate Beer. Myself and two of my coworkers are in a training class all week, traveling an hour or more each way in traffic. The days are loooong, 12 hours plus. The List of Worthy Things and An Unfortunate Beer. Before and After- New Sober Hair.

Mrs S Trying to be Sober. Friday, 21 October 2016. When Will It Ever End? Friday 21 October 2016. It has been almost 18 months since I opened my Blogs and I have been sitting here on a cold and rainy Spring day reading through them. They are actually quite enlightening about my feelings at certain times. Time has passed and I am now 50 and I have been struggling with this horrible poison for 15 years. My youngest is almost 16 and all she has known is that her mum is a raging drunk. Monday, 5 January 2015.

I am still not drinking.

Still tired but not a zombie anymore. I am so tired of thinking about drinking and not drinking. So I try not to think about it. Happy to be back to blogging. Missed it so much! September 5, 2016.