This year, I wish only to be more thoughtful than during the last. This is my only hope of gaining more wisdom, even a little, and of living a more meaningful life. No longer empty and frantic like a cat tied to a stick,. Thats driven into frozen winter shit. A pig in a cage on antibiotics.

Kai Kaapro as he hikes the Appalachian Trail. I was always complaining, like a baby. I was sick of it. Leah and I watched the river flow by and we ate baby carrots. Christ is risen from the dead, trampling down death by death- and upon those in the tombs bestowing life.