Just trying to get my life together coming from all different directions . hang on! Monday, July 1, 2013. Looking for Love 101 . Is it looking for love? The yearning of wanting to be with someone is always in my breathing pattern. However, when I think about it if I do have someone I get suffocated. I think that is because it is not the right one that I should be with. In fact, all of the relationships I have had have been toxic.

Saturday, August 14, 2010. I still do, and I believe I always shall. I find you attractive, extremely sexy and hot, I REALLY like you, and I always will. The sound of your voice is. God! But, you know what? Friday, November 27, 2009.

My story of addiction, loss, suicide, bi-polar depression, abuse, love, hope, and life, not necessarily in that order. Saturday, March 31, 2012. I am lost and empty.

Only enemies speak the truth; friends and lovers lie endlessly, caught in the web of duty. And yet he was alone unaffected by the beauty around him. Sitting in a deserted coffee shop by the seaside, sipping a cup of black coffee. But it was his own web of lies! He told the.

Clear thoughts from my twisted mind, living in this inside out world, of upside down people. Friday, November 12, 2010. When your head tells you it shouldnt hurt, though your heart say it. Does Do you just your head, or your heart? Am I the only one who sees it that way. Its not much, just enough for. I dont want to analyse it, because itll only. Will they think youre stupid? But at least its out there. A person that asks is a fool at first, a per that doesnt is a fool.