Tuesday, April 1, 2014. I have a new blog! Lots and lots of updates! I have tried so hard to maintain this blog over the past several years but found it hard. I originally started this blog at the request of my therapist. She said that I needed to start writing down my feelings to help me deal with the grief. So I decided to make a blog vs a private journal.

8230;I know I owe you all an apology. I see from checking my own site that my last post here was way, way back on May 30, 2008.

Empty Uterus in a Nutshell. I have also, always, more than ANYTHING, wanted to be a mom. Does that make me a bad mom? OR, are they going.

We married in August of 2003 and set off on our journey to have a family in January of 2004. Sunday, May 16, 2010. Does this Bump Make my Boobs Look Small? That is my view looking South.

With God, All Things are Possible! Not Giving Up Infertility will not Steal my Joy We will have a Baby! Cameron Malik was born April 3, 2010 Beating Infertility Through Faith. Wednesday, July 19, 2017. I do the best I can. So much has changed this year in our home. The twins are here requiring so much attention and care. I thought I was balancing my time to ensure that I showed each of you love and attention. But today my big boy bought tears to my eyes. My kids are my .

I have one child, so why complain? I cant help the feeling to turn our family from three to four. are number is still three! Thursday, November 25, 2010. we are thankful for so much in our lives. Hope everyone had a great Thanksgiving! Thursday, November 18, 2010. I need to stop! Lately, I have been fixating on trying to feel the baby move. For some reason, I am panicking. That when I go next Wednesday for my five month sono.

Monday, August 22, 2011. What about the children who have conditions that can. Now that I have things in perspective, I am back to counting my blessings to have a son who, aside from being born prematurely, is growing and progressing normally. I will always thank God for this. Sunday, July 24, 2011. 2 years and 2 months old. I can hardly believe it! The picture of the day of her birth is still etched deeply into my brain. Does it ever fade? Here is Mr. He is a true joy! .

June 1, 2010 in Uncategorized. Thinking of you baby girl, no matter how much time passes, I will never forget! May 9, 2009 in Uncategorized. Thanks for listening to this post that is all over the place and probably makes very little sense to anyone other than myself. March 19, 2009 in Uncategorized. Have I totally lost you with all this rambling? I hope not and I hope that you pull up a chair and .

Friday, April 18, 2008.