The story of a family of 7 just trying to get through life, enjoy the sweet moments, savor the pleasures of family, and laugh at those moments we sometimes wish to forget. Tuesday, May 5, 2015. It was not a loud noise, but I could hear it from across the room. I had trained myself to listen for it. The sound of air being slowly pulled in through the nose and held deep in the lungs. In back we sat complaining about the length of the ride, the cramped accommodations.

Wednesday, June 8, 2011. Brandys 2 girls, Evelynne and Veronica, and the forehead is Bridger. Bridger has gotten quite the smile these days. Bridger has been so smiley and silly lately. He was sitting by me on the couch, next thing I new he was blowing zerberts on my belly. he was laughing so hard. He makes me smile everyday. I just love this little boy. Sunday, May 15, 2011. Bridger joined in our te.

Wednesday, February 18, 2015. What, little, here, was, she, has, look, with, me, my, where.

Thursday, February 13, 2014. It will be a year in April since I last hugged and kissed my baby boy good-bye. It is in no way getting easier. Time will not heal this wound. Every day that passes is another day longer I have been without Alex. I know this post is so depressing. Monday, September 9, 2013. Saturday, July 20, 2013. On April 5th we were told the cancer was growing even while on their best chemo for it.

Wednesday, February 1, 2012. You are more than welcome to read it, but it is a little bit of a pity party. I am crying out to you. I am so exhausted and so overwhelmed. My sweet babies are just wearing me down! Send us where you need us, Father! Before the gods I sing.