July 29, 2016 by janistan. The girls want to arrange all the cranes into some form or shape. So I may take another photo later today, after we are done folding for the last time. Nine things I learned since July 29, 2007. Some days feel so light, as if a storm never ever descended. And then the heavy hands of grief come and grab you, from behind, right on the thro.

Old dog, meet new trick. Miscarriage is not for wimps. I thought that I was a wimp, but then I taught four 75-minute classes yesterday, came home, cooked dinner, played with Dot, and only cried for about 5 minutes in the bathroom. This morning, I led a work meeting and cancelled my ultrasound appointment. Pregnant, but only sort of. My inner bitch is a She-Hulk.

Bad news? Chemo and radiation zapped my eggs leaving me infertile. Hang out with me while we savor life with Big Baby Boy, who arrived via gestational surrogate on March 25, 2013. Saturday, July 18, 2015. And then last Friday, it did. And how and how soon would you .