Sunday, July 26, 2015. There was a period in my life where I thought I knew what God wanted from me, and had planned for my future. But then, when He asked me to blindly walk away from that, I was left feeling very confused, upset, and- at times, though I hate to admit it- bitter. I remember one day, during a difficult period in my life, reading back on old journal entries.

Respire fundo, tampe o nariz e abra bem seus olhos para ver todas as criaturas abstratas que nadam no rio da lua. Segunda-feira, 23 de janeiro de 2012. Quanto mais tenho que ficar longe, mas insisto em ficar perto. É como um cigarro, sabemos que mata mas é reconfortante por três minutos, mas logo depois sou atingida por um ataque de tosse. Se eu pudesse arrancar minha consciência como um câncer eu.

Sunday, February 1, 2009. The Birth of Elliott Elizabeth Jones. Okso I started this blog before Elliott was born with every intention of keeping this thing updated as soon as she got here. Now here I am into her 2nd month, and I am just now making a post. She weighed 9 pounds and 14 ounces. She was actually due on November 27th but decided that she was going to be stubborn and hold off on us.