Picking up the pieces of my life after the loss of a baby. I think I wanted to punish my body for betraying me, Norah, and our family. I have no comfort right now. I long to speak with her. It is that time of year again.

The thoughts of grieving parents. Disclaimer for my family and friends. Please read this if you know us in the. 8216;, it is important and should be read before you read any more of our blogs. Feel free to talk to us about what you have read here, but please be sensitive and careful about who you tell about this blog.

About a year ago I started an expressive arts support group for women who are pregnant after a loss. If you know anyone who might be interested please send them my way. we meet in a beautiful yoga studio in Berkeley California. we talk, draw, write, stretch. Also I have started a training at the creative grief studio. To do creative grief coaching. Happy almost birthday my first born.

Its five months today since Kajsa came into our lives. I had thought of buying some flowers for her grave but in the end there was nothing in the shop that I liked, that was good enough for my girl. So Lachlan and I blew kisses as we passed the graveyard.

Welcome Fellow Winners and Bystanders Alike. Wednesday, August 25, 2010. Due in March, if I can get that far. To the extent that this is painful for some of you to hear yet another person has gotten pregnant when you so want and deserve to be pregnant as well, I am so sorry. The world is freaking unfair. Anyone reading this knows that without a doubt I imagine, but still I am sorry. Where am I even going with all of this? Wednesday, June 2, 2010. But I thought I wa.