Because i need to embrace my crazy. because you wouldnt love me if i wasnt out of my freaking mind. because crazy and socially incorrect is who i am. because if i were any different, i would be so boring. because im just thinking out loud. Wednesday, August 19, 2015. K so imma try to keep my language under control. But i honestly am still so mad at you. I hope it was worth it because now. I cant trust you with crap. Know how i said i would not. Because if i cant even trust you. To be real with me about.

Sunday, May 25, 2014. I am lost in Paris. At first it was a beautiful dream. I have dark stalkers always three steps behind. No one speaks my language. The only things that speak to me are the writings on the walls. The paintings on the walls. To many dark shadows are covering them. You have every reason to be worried, you put me here. I got caught up in the beauty of all of you. Heaven help you when I get out. And trust me I will. I do not like the indie k.

The World is a better for those that care less about what others think. Sunday, October 5, 2014. You know how water only has a taste if it is different from what you normally drink? This is my life and I am finally tasting the water. Sunday, March 30, 2014. Saturday, March 29, 2014. The Wave In My Hair.

Tuesday, June 10, 2014. Oh God, things used to be so much easier. Now all I see are faces I used to recognize. And names I used to know. Sunday, May 25, 2014. You would walk in the front door. To see your little kids running towards you with smiles on their faces. Momma always said this was your favorite part about coming home.

View of a 18 year old. Wednesday, June 25, 2014. I know we still have summer but for some reason I know this, right now, is my goodbye. Thanks for the good and the bad. I will never regret our friendship despite the fact that I regret just about everything else. I wish you all the luck in the world. Can you forgive my abruptness? It has b.