June 26, 2012 in Uncategorized. May 4, 2012 in Uncategorized. Woke up to a tiny laughing face. February 25, 2012 in sleep. On the counter and the stove as I slip in the leftovers, it is the clanging crazy of a dumptruck or ancient elevator. He sleeps on, though, somehow. Just like right now, with Phish on at a good volume, he swings in the swing. Oh shit, abrupt stop to music! February 23, 2012 in baby.

September 24, 2012 in anniversary. This is a post that has been swirling around my head for weeks now. Time is a major factor now, choices have to be made when I have a few minutes of free time. But today, writing this post is most important. Tomorrow we will go plant some bulbs at the tree, because we need to honor our little Silas wit.

A blog about our life, our adventures in pregnancy, and the aftermath of a baby lost. Wednesday, June 1, 2011. Many thanks to the beautiful Angie. For dragging my lazy blogging bum back to the blogworld through this incredible project. Thursday, February 11, 2010. My silence here is the result of several factors, the most obvious bein.

Old dog, meet new trick. Miscarriage is not for wimps. I thought that I was a wimp, but then I taught four 75-minute classes yesterday, came home, cooked dinner, played with Dot, and only cried for about 5 minutes in the bathroom. This morning, I led a work meeting and cancelled my ultrasound appointment. Pregnant, but only sort of. My inner bitch is a She-Hulk.

We love you and miss you! Monday, February 8, 2010. That is where I am. Tomorrow will be one year and one month since we held our little angel. It is hard to believe that is has been that long. It seems like only yesterday. So much has been going on, but yet nothing has changed. Life obviously has gone on, and let me tell ya, I did not think that my life would go on a year ago.

Bad news? Chemo and radiation zapped my eggs leaving me infertile. Hang out with me while we savor life with Big Baby Boy, who arrived via gestational surrogate on March 25, 2013. Saturday, July 18, 2015. And then last Friday, it did. And how and how soon would you .

Tuesday, September 13, 2011. And not a day goes by that I do not think of her. You will always be missing. Saturday, September 11, 2010. It is 2 years today since our sweet Alice Buttons was born. Tomorrow it will be 2 years since she died. Someone will always be missing. Alice will always be missing. Tuesday, June 8, 2010. Would she have settled so easily in my arms? I know it does no good asking these questions in my mind.

To Collin, Love Mom. I do not mourn for what you were, but for what cannot be the unfinished life we did not share. Posted by Funsize under Collin. Five years since my world was turned upside down. Five years of missing, of yearning, of wondering what if. I miss you so much bubba boy. Posted by Funsize under The Incredible Cooper.

About a year ago I started an expressive arts support group for women who are pregnant after a loss. If you know anyone who might be interested please send them my way. we meet in a beautiful yoga studio in Berkeley California. we talk, draw, write, stretch. Also I have started a training at the creative grief studio. To do creative grief coaching. Happy almost birthday my first born.

A Thousand Songs Waiting to be Written. Wednesday, September 5, 2012. And my first Pinterest Recipe. I decided to blog this after Ninja Kitten. Just this past Sunday, I made a recipe for Lemon Ricotta Pasta with Scallops. Add on a side salad, and we had a delicious dinner. John loved it, and I loved it, so I consider this one a success! Monday, November 28, 2011. Such a lovely spread! Friday, June 3, 2011.