Just a place for me to gather my thoughts. My failed 101 Things in 1001 Days. Wednesday, 21 March 2018. I know I did this fairly recently, but I was nominated a second time by Confessions of an Irish Procrastinator.

A little clump of spring in the sea of brown and gray.

The life and times of an American in Germany. A Sad, Humiliating Tale. So I wore my own thing. I pulled it out much to the surprise of a few elderly onlookers and called my husband. They are all staring at me. I met my husband and daughter, and I nearly collapsed into them.

Wife, Mother to a toddler and Infertility Survivor. 2014 was a shocking year in so many ways.

From Infertility to IVF to Twins! How could I possibly look back on 2016 with anything but gratitude when I have these amazing humans by my side? My brother in law Jeremy was so great to snap these amazing photos of us for our last minute Christmas card. Hahah! December 11, 2016.

Today I am starting to finally breathe out after seemingly holding my breath since early November. So much for pregnancy glow! New year, same me.

I feel so helpless and frustrated. What if this sinks me again? If, indeed, it is what sunk me last time.

Inspired by a fantastic blogger. I am lucky to call myself a home owner. A small group of close friends who I love. A supportive and loving husband who I would be lost without. Dancing this week I went out dancing with 2 colleagues we just danced to cheesy music and I loved it.

The one with the timeline. The one with the glucose test. She was finally able to this time and everything is looking good.