Sunday, April 20, 2014. Today i have had seven cups of coffee. Today it is beautiful outside and you are somewhere drinking mimosas. I am eating a quiche and thinking about you. I am thinking about belly buttons. They make me feel worried. I am surfing the net. I am surfing the net on a surfboard of anxiety. Sometimes i think about going to culinary school. But i have not thought about it for a while. I am not afraid of spiders. But i feel like i should be. I want to get really buff.

There are so many things I want to do. So many things I could have done today. Read a book, write a book, meet somebody, fall in love, marry, go shopping, make some plans. Today I bought a CD with songs from cartoons. These songs from my childhood brought something kind and precious to my day.

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One of the things that has helped me along my spiritual transformation was my fluid ability to change. I stopped wearing pants, no one noticed. Could I stop perming my hair? Yes I could and did. Would my life change adversely if I loced my hair? Who was gong to stop me? Could I set up an alter in my living room? Yes, and guess what? .