Always been fond of writing i have, so i joined the bandwagon. Thursday, March 11, 2010. 2 months later today, I woke up still thinking of that conversation. Sure, some people have spectacular lives, untouched by disease death or poverty. But for the most part, nearly all of us have gone through or are going through our many shares of the blacking factory experience. And refuse to let go of it. Why oh why would someone willingly do this to themselves? There was a time when I held on to my grief and anger.