This is my journey of losing my first born son, Russell Elliot, born to early at 23 weeks and 2 days. And about a hopefully brighter tomorrow. Wednesday, November 17, 2010. Check out my new blog at www. Wednesday, July 21, 2010. I was for sure some force was trying to prevent me from going. I know God has a .

I established this blog as a place to post my thoughts and feelings regarding my sweet son who was born still due to a cord accident at 37 weeks. Monday, August 4, 2014. Monday, June 3, 2013. Explains so well the game. When you lose a child, grieving is a lifelong experience.

The friendliest place for moms and moms-to-be! Deciding to Have a Baby. Boost Your Chances of Getting Pregnant. Fertility Charting Ovulation and Prediction. Trying to Conceive After Loss. Fertility Medications and Natural Supplements. Self Esteem and Body Issues.

Trying to see a miracle in each new day. Tuesday, September 30, 2014. I was scheduled to go into the hospital to be induced the morning of December 18th, 2013. I was 39 weeks pregnant. I was more than ready to not be pregnant anymore, and since Owen is our last baby, have one last labor and delivery. 7lbs5oz and 20 inches, making him my 2nd heaviest baby, but my 2nd shortest. And we are so in love. Friday, August 1, 2014.

Trying to have a miracle in each new day. Friday, December 31, 2010. Well, I finally did it. So, anyway, click here. To go to the new blog. Thursday, December 30, 2010. They wanted to go out and play. I decided to compromise and let them out on the porch. Tuesday, December 28, 2010.

Tuesday, October 21, 2014. I found the letter that Chris and I starting writing to Preslie before she was born. We finished it after she had passed away. Dear Preslie, October 13, 2008. We are anxiously awaiting your arrival to your new home with us here on earth. You will be the newest addition to the Martin clan, and everyone is so excited to see your little face. You will show her wrong! We love you Preslie and we know you will be with us always. Please never forget us and know that your mommy and.

Monday, May 18, 2015. In her memory and also as an attempt to give back to the community that walked with me through my grief. How fitting that today, of all days, I receive this beautiful photo of this sand drawing from CarlyMarie. Who, for those who are not familiar with her, plays a very large role in the online babyloss community that I mentioned. Saturday, May 2, 2015. Dear May, Please Be Gentle.

This blog is created in loving memory of my 2 angels Ammon Joshua Fisher and Abish Joy Fisher. This will tell you the story of their short lives here on earth and how their lives affected us in so many ways. Utah Share, Pregnancy and Infant Loss. Logan, Brody and Wyatt. Sunday, March 6, 2011. Favorite Quotes From Winnie The Pooh. Sunday, February 6, 2011. My Dear Daughter Abish,.

You are braver than you believe, stronger than you seem and smarter than you think;. I will always be with you. Friday, September 14, 2012. Friday, September 9, 2011. All my love and kisses,. Sunday, July 3, 2011. Why 100 year family reunions suck.

Monday, March 14, 2011. Saturday, January 15, 2011. two years since I gave birth to our beautiful angel baby. My heart is breaking all over again. We miss you baby girl. Words cannot express how much. Friday, January 14, 2011.