Wednesday, 18 June 2014. I cannot believe I have neglected this blog for so long. Just to let you know I will be uploading a post in the next couple of days. I am currently waiting for my next cardiology appointment as it appears I have a dodgy ticker.

Thursday, July 30, 2009. Not make it all harder and make me feel like i need to please everyone else. I am so sick of trying to be happy for other people. If i wanna lie in bed and sleep all day and stay up all night im going to do it. I dont want to socialise with other people or leave the house to do normal things. why should i? I dont feel normal at all. i dont even feel part of this world anymore. oh well hopefully this blog is a little more anonymous than it was. Sunday, July 12, 2009.

Life explored through the eyes of addiction and mental illness. Wednesday, September 3, 2014. Took me ages just to get to my blog. I envision him around every corner. I wait for his phone call that will never come. I search all the places we have been, looking for that piece of myself that is missing. Here I am, on something, t.