Because I, in any ways, matter. A Very Early 2012 Wish. Gotta have it, like real soon! I Have Never Felt This Darn Good While Losing. Thankfully, those troubles had disappeared before I got into primary school. It was like jumping from one to another until I found myself exhausted following the routines. I struggled, big time. Can it get even worse? Well, it always coul.

I wrote just for hoping you to read these. Lights will guide you home and ignite your bones and i will try to fix you. The worst thing about getting ur heart broken is going to sleep and knowing you are goin to wake up and nothing has changed. I woke up and wanting to hug you.

Life is about making a choice, whether you like it or not. Is it really their loss? Worst part of this is I miss them. Friday, November 11, 2011.

Monday, 8 June 2015. Nah, yang sekarang juga macem gitu deh cuma pake T-shirt celana pendek semacamnya.

Kata orang, aku harus sabar. Belakangan rasanya tak ada perubahan darimu. Selamat tanggal 9 lagi, Risma. Gue setuju sama pernyataan kalau hidup memang kadang di atas dan kadang di bawah. Ya, muter-muter aja kayak roda tergantung yang muterin rodanya lagi pengen kita di atas atau di bawah. Kadang sedih, kadang bahagia, kadang nangis, kadang juga tertawa sampe kayak orang gila. Bener kok, gue udah liat contohnya beberapa kali.