Friday, July 3, 2015. Could you be more in awe of the shape I am taking? Methuselah, at age 969, exasperated and blasé and calm to a fault, waits by the oven for toast. It blackens with a crunch, and Methuselah, at age 969, crunched and blackened himself, takes a mouthful. Monday, March 30, 2015. Ella, born with blonde in her hair and a strong jaw, takes the bus to school. They are typically good listeners, or at least they are polite enough to pretend.

A memoir of a distraught high school teen. Wednesday, April 15, 2015. I apologize for taking my blog down for so long. When reading my blog, please realize that I am ok. Most of my posts are very sad; sadness was a resource for me when it came to writing.

Sunday, August 9, 2015. And I wish I was sorry. But some loves wear leather jackets and ride without helmets. And some loves sit in the corner, too polite to tell you how pretty you are when you smell like smoke. And I wish I was sorry. But some girls know the sequels are never quite as satisfying. And some girls would rather write blindly on and on than finish the story. And I wish I was sorry.

Sunday, May 25, 2014. I am lost in Paris. At first it was a beautiful dream. I have dark stalkers always three steps behind. No one speaks my language. The only things that speak to me are the writings on the walls. The paintings on the walls. To many dark shadows are covering them. You have every reason to be worried, you put me here. I got caught up in the beauty of all of you. Heaven help you when I get out. And trust me I will. I do not like the indie k.

Tuesday, June 10, 2014. Out loud without the overwhelming. Misguided who usually conclude by simply. Destroying all that was once ever possible. And strangle what was once offered them until the. Young and filled with dreams and aspirations, when.

Friday, January 10, 2014. I decided I have an analogy for the analogy of Paris. Anthems for a Seventeen Year-Old Girl. Big, fat, lone, respected, -Bull Bencher. Sky,000,000,000,000. I go up with the smoke.

Do you want the truth or something beautiful? Just close your eyes and make believe. Wednesday, December 11, 2013. Then after being in a few abusive relationships,. After harrassing my ex-boyfriends for a check,. I might spend my child support on drugs,. Then my kids would learn to play basketball. Everyone will love them,.

Friday, August 22, 2014. so I will try to make this quick. Thank you, thank you for giving me a chance. You have made me happier than I have ever been. Even though we had our ups and downs, it was all worth it. We never had a dull moment. You are going to do some amazing things! Remember that I see soo much greatness in you! I love you Alyssa.

Wednesday, January 8, 2014. Drawings, and soldiers blur the line between good and evil. 5 million dollars can mean the difference between marrying the person you love and the person the state says you ought to love. Is a more important word than Me. Sunday, December 8, 2013.