Friday, February 8, 2013. I feel like crap from binging and purging like three times today. I just wanna go to bed. Two of them are me trying to suck it in. This is me at 147 pounds. I hate my thunder thighs. Thursday, February 7, 2013.

There will always be some wine. You must be wondering why I chose to hide behind the words, being someone today and someone else another. You must be wondering why I allowed you to find me if all I wanted was to hide. Hiding seemed to be the only option for some people found me here, those I know personally and suddenly and surprisingly, I was not able to name this place as my escape anymore. The dilemma is, I have too much of ink inside my skin, waiting to spell words. By I do, I do.

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My Depression And Journey For Perfection. And In A World So Cold, We All Need One Another. Friday, 20 February 2015. I know that no one will probably read this nor comment. I deserve nothing but death, at least thats the way i feel about myself. Because i was too scared perhaps? Too scared of true happiness.

Wednesday, March 14, 2012. For three days i was happy. For three days i had everything under control. For three days everything went smoothly. For three days i looked skinny. i was lying in bed and i was running my fingers over my ribs and hips, and i could feel them. not just feel them, but feel the edges of them. in the mirror i could see them! Saturday, March 3, 2012. I did weigh myself the other day i was back up a.