I am the mother of awesome kids, lover to an awesome ex husband that is an addict to everything except legal things. It is too fresh for me still. Is that horrible of me? Of all the things I have learned in my time I have learned to appreciate the value of a good day. I had a good day. I can make my days good and that is.

This blog is about my journey through my first, and following, years of being a special education teacher. Thursday, June 25, 2009. I feel that our marriage has improved so much and I am continually working on things that are still wrong, and ways to improve it. Thank you all so much for your support through these last few years. My email address on the left will remain in tact an.

More mad at myself or him. Sunday, September 9, 2007. I hate him so damn much! Oh yeah then after we leave I called him later on and he wasnt answering and then a few minutes later he called me. He told me he just went driving around to clear his head. REally, Does he think I am that stupid? More mad at myself or him. Wednesday, September 5, 2007. If only my dreams would come true! Well, I went to church tonight and I had a really good time. Awana started tonight for the kids and they loved it! I will ha.