A Cop, A Nurse, 3 Dogs, and Maybe Baby? Trying to get knocked up and stay knocked up for the second time. Saturday, April 11, 2015. Whoops - Sorry to leave you hanging. Maybe in November? My mom is just such a volatile combination and my in laws are currently visiting. Wednesday, April 01, 2015.

A place for grief and healing after the loss of a child. Friday, August 16, 2013. There is no new ground to till,. There are no new seeds to plant,. There will be no sweet harvest,. I will ache until my dying breath,. Rest among the Angels where you belong. Peace be with you! Links to this post. Thursday, August 16, 2012. If time heals all wounds, I need a refund. Tuesday, August 16, 2011.

I am a married mother of 4. No reason was ever determined for his death. Avery was 6lbs 8oz 18inches long when he was born. I have 3 living children, Teagan, Jace, and Tatum who keep my husband and I very busy. Pregnancy and Infant Loss Awareness Day is October 15th.

A blog about motherhood, feminism, stillbirth, atheism, academia, and maybe just a little bit of politics. Monday, November 19, 2012. Wednesday, December 16, 2009. All I want for Christmas is you. I like to think I can sing. I sing it, and it just chokes me up. There is just no preparing for these waves of sadness. Life goes on, and I hate life for that.

An empty chair at our table. And so we gave up entirely on having a living second child. But now a surrogate Mum is pregnant with our daughter and soon we will be going to America to bring her home. Wednesday, 2 November 2011. Monday, 24 October 2011. Thursday, 20 October 2011. Tuesday, 11 October 2011.

Monday, August 11, 2014. Just because I feel like blogging. Every parent has these feelings about how time is fleeting with their children. so much is out of my control. I often think of this quote. It kills you to see them grow up. Tuesday, October 8, 2013. Friday, March 16, 2012.

Thursday, December 6, 2012. Happy 5th Birthday - Little Man-. It was also a Thursday. Five years is a milestone birthday the kind where you prepare for Kindergarten orientation in the spring. A lot of life has passed in the mancave in 5 yrs. There were days that I looked around to see the babies of friends and family that I had shared a pregnancy with and I would be sad. Now it warms heart to see how they are growing, and give them an extra big hug.

A blog dedicated to my Angel Baby. Tuesday, October 23, 2012. C Y G Day 23. Monday, October 22, 2012. C Y G Day 22. Then my Doctor and the view of the delivery room. Sunday, October 21, 2012. C Y G Day 21. Above my cupboards in my kitchen.